Tapestry of Faith

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Chalices of blood

beads on the mala, sacred books

shrines, temples and ashrams

are a wonderful rich weave

of ritual and depth

invested with love and devotion

tears and hope.

The carry the colour of faith,

the rainbow of countless prayers

kisses blown to the beloved.

Dark incense infused wooden idols

rich in grain

where the devoted fingers of saints and sinners

have searched for redemption

in the crevices of a dream of god.

Aching love poured into form

and prayers spoken over and over again

a thousand names of god chanted

in voices dark and warm and broken

or sung in tones to match the light of a swan’s wing

clear as crystal feathers.

Robed story tellers and desert wanderers

gather to whisper secrets of the mystery

into ears hungry with longing.

rich thread,

blood red and heart gold

the tapestry of holy men and hope

that has spun its web

through all the cultures of the world

as the longing we are born into

finds ways to express its aching perfection.

But what of us?

in our sanitized and stylish homes

caught like flies

on the bright, garish, sticky surface

all shine and glitter

and empty as one of those great temple drums

that once sounded to bring us to our knees.

How will we find our way

to humility and love

when the flickering screen offers us everything?

when the whole world is laid out before us

in its glory and its folly,

a cardboard feast of ideas and wishes

that does nothing

to hide the growing doubt at the centre

that something is wrong

and all is not as it should be.

Will you flinch and turn away

from another being broken

another bright facet of the emerald earth

gone dark

as our carelessness, greed and blind forgetting

forces our feet to keep walking

step by reluctant step

towards a fire

that grows hotter with each passing day

when will we find the courage

to accept that we do not know the way

and not keep blindly walking

on a redundant path

that leads to our certain ruin.

Sound the drum

dear heart

Lion of the heart

and let the emptiness that we run from

become our servant and our master

as the tone of love builds and swells

and sounds its call to the real

to a life in the service of life.

What wonders we could create

if we only dared to see another way.

What healing when the darkness

is a place to rest

and not something to fear.

I do not know the way

my answers are tattered flags

on the ramparts of who I think I am

but I do know

that the centre holds peace

and peace holds the centre,

that the one seed

from which the whole wild world garden sprang

is within you and within me.

Lets make an altar of our humanity together

a clay ikon of hearts and breath

of suffering and our hope

and come together

in praise of that which we all share

of the life we are given

and the universe beneath

our walking feet

blessing our home with every step we take,

hearts cutting a great bow wave through forever

at the bright point where life meets life

where time meets now

and together we shape this unfolding,

legendary moment

into the perfect garden

where we make our home

in an eternity of stars and light.

Ben Bushill